
Though this isn't a shock to most people (except me it seems), moving is STRESSFUL. As I take everything in stride, I thought a move across an entire ocean would be a walk in the park. Not only a move mind you, but a new job, waiting for a visa, a feature film to entirely rewrite and a half marathon to train for. Yikes. Stress city.
Somehow, I thought I was hiding it well. I was totally fine. But how could all of those things not do something to you. It took going back to London a couple weeks ago to realize I wasn't happy these past three months. It wasn't the job - everyone is great. It wasn't always the script (though there were a number of weeks that I thought I was a horrible writer and I'd never be able to write again).
I missed my friends. I missed understanding social norms. Sometimes I stayed out way longer with people I didn't want to be with just cause I wanted to go out. On top of that, I ate and drank for England and stopped training altogether. It made me feel fuller, even if I was eating my way to a heart attack.